Sigh

all i ever seem to blog about is how down i'm getting.
like today i had an okay time in work and it wasn't too bad until i get to the end of my shift as a headache occurs and and leg and back ache for being stood in one position for 4 hours.
and then i go and do a family shop after working and i don't mind helping my dad out as its just easier with a few of us.
so shopping was me my bf my dad and my brother.
towards the end of the shop he goes to my bf wow there isn' t much food in there just a lot of crap.
the thing is i mainly live on chips. i have been like it since i was two and am slowly eating more, unfortunately it is a phobia and hard to over come.
anyway he was on about my food.
so we get home and the food he is complaining about he cooks and feeds to his daughter!!!!!
now i really don't mind my niece eating it, i really don't as she is hungry and its her bedtime soon.
but when he has constantly been winging about how shit my food is and how he wouldn't touch any of the food and yet he feeds it to his daughter.
it just winds me up as he constantly goes on about how he is so much better than me in food and TV and games etc etc.
when all he is, is a hypocrite!!!!!
sorry i'm just very tired, and don't feel well. and yet whenever i get home i get greeted by this or bullying. the numerous times i've been twat called a is really getting to me.
it hurtful and he doesn't give a shit.
he's 28, has a 6 year old!! he needs to move out and be in control of his own house. as he isn't in control of this one no matter how much he thinks it.
he says i need to grow up but i disagree it needs to be the other way round!!!