giraffe dress

i didnt think i would be fond of a maxi dress, but i dont know why, because i am 6ft and am a little bit proud of my shape. but i saw this yesterday and tried it on, on a whim and fell in love with it straight away but i did not fall in love with the price :( i wish i had it!! plus it also made me feel a bit like a giraffe ^_^

work experience

i am studying a media practice course at uni and i've been finding it really hard figuring out what i want to do in the future and how stable it might be.

but this amazing company are going to be in a place called Disability Somerset telling people what they do and asking people how they feel in the Somerset area.

The boss of Compass Disability has given me the opportunity to not only encourage people to write there opinions but i may get to do interviews with the boss, and possibly many other opportunities in the future.

its given me a sense of relief for the future :)

New game

i brought this for myself yesterday without much knowledge of it. 

what i found odd was that the collectors edition is full of these extra items was the exact same price as the normal one, and and and it was half price anyway so it pushed me towards buying it ^_^

what i found out later on by quizzing one of the workers in the shop is that it is a whole game in itself and not an expansion pack, so you have quests and adventures ^_^ 

im looking forward to playing it but i have promised myself that i will not play it untill uni is out of the way on the 23rd of this month, plus i need to finish Portal 2 before i give it back to blockbusters :)

new dress

my Beautiful friend Harriet showed me an amazing website full of amazing dresses, with one of my favourite makes of Hell Bunny, today the dress i ordered has arrived and here it is ^_^ i love it :) i love the detail on it :)

My nails

 

today i went into town with my best friend Harriet or as your know her Rai.
she persuaded me to buy this amazing nail varnish - BarryM instant nail effects, underneath is No7 Vivid Violet.
I love the effect it has created and each nail is a little different.

I have missed harriet a lot, she is one of the very few rocks in my life and today has really perked me up ^_^

hmmm

with my first university project, i had created a blog for my character, on this amazing blogging site :)

now to make the character seem realistic i had to update her often and use pictures.. everything a blog should have and involve.

But me in real life, i seem to forget, and don’t ever know what to put. 

i would really love to blog everyday and something good and happy but truthfully its hard to put that through into what i do, as i find it hard to be dishonest, even to people i don’t fully know :(

but i don’t feel i have anything interesting to put.

i see all my lovely beautiful followers and the people i am  following with amazing images on their posts , and clothes blog and with everything else, and i look at mine and think.. should i really bother?

i dunno…

Sigh

all i ever seem to blog about is how down i'm getting.
like today i had an okay time in work and it wasn't too bad until i get to the end of my shift as a headache occurs and and leg and back ache for being stood in one position for 4 hours.
and then i go and do a family shop after working and i don't mind helping my dad out as its just easier with a few of us.
so shopping was me my bf my dad and my brother.
towards the end of the shop he goes to my bf wow there isn' t much food in there just a lot of crap.
the thing is i mainly live on chips. i have been like it since i was two and am slowly eating more, unfortunately it is a phobia and hard to over come.
anyway he was on about my food.
so we get home and the food he is complaining about he cooks and feeds to his daughter!!!!!
now i really don't mind my niece eating it, i really don't as she is hungry and its her bedtime soon.
but when he has constantly been winging about how shit my food is and how he wouldn't touch any of the food and yet he feeds it to his daughter.
it just winds me up as he constantly goes on about how he is so much better than me in food and TV and games etc etc.
when all he is, is a hypocrite!!!!!
sorry i'm just very tired, and don't feel well. and yet whenever i get home i get greeted by this or bullying. the numerous times i've been twat called a is really getting to me.
it hurtful and he doesn't give a shit.
he's 28, has a 6 year old!! he needs to move out and be in control of his own house. as he isn't in control of this one no matter how much he thinks it.
he says i need to grow up but i disagree it needs to be the other way round!!!